Untitled Feelings

I’m sweating, 
And sounds are maximized.
My ears are working,
And feeling is minimized. 

How can I feel
When everything is numb?
How can I feel
When everything is done?

Because when you’re high,
You’re free from conventional thought.
Because when you’re high,
You think that your life is a book that you bought.

And now, I’m out of breath.
And the aquarium’s water is annoying to my ears.
And the traffic noise of the cars passing by,
Penetrate my mind.
And all the thoughts,
I had, like a race to finish first,
Until I faint.